Kaori furrowed her brows. "So what? You weren't there. And i was the one who left you. It was my decision. So don't go blaming yourself!" She growled, her voice rising slightly.
"And what if i like to suffer? What if it makes me feel comfortable because since I left you that's all I have known? What if i told you that I was so close to recovering from it all, maybe not being happy, but at least not being so sad... and when i was so close to reaching that... All of this has to happen. you come back and then that teacher he..." Her voice chocked off and she put a hand over her mouth as if trying to stop the memories coming along with the words.